In which there is murder, clumsiness and abuse of CAPSLOCK

[zinnith]

1. Someone was killed in my neighbourhood last night. When I got to work and read the paper this morning, they had found a dead body a few blocks away from my apartment building. Sad thing is, it's not the first time. It was before I moved in, but apparently the park outside my kitchen window is nick-named the 'murder park' because someone was killed there a while back, and a friend of my sisters' lives in the house on the other side of the street where there was an axe-murder. Where the hell am I living?

2. Note to self: when baking cookies, remember that the baking tin is hot when it comes out of the oven, and that touching it without an oven mitt will hurt your fingers. Ow, ow, ow.

3:

I'm finally up to date with Supernatural. I haven't been able to watch it as religiously as before since every damn week, show has made me CRY. I'm not opposed to a little angst now and then, but this season has been one huge angst-fest from beginning to end, and there's just so much broken boys my heart can take.

(Don't worry boys, I still love you and I want to feed you milk and cookies and tell you pretty good-night stories!)

As for yesterday's episode, I mostly have this to say: NO NO NO NO NO! THAT IS JUST THE EPITOME OF WRONGNESS! There can't be a Dean without a Sam and vice versa, it just can't be DONE! See those black streaks on my cheeks? That's my mascara running, and it's the cheap, non-hypoallergenic kind that makes my eyes itch when it gets in them, which makes me cry even more and I blame YOU, Show!

Also, just when I was beginning to warm up to Castiel, he has to go and do things to make me angry with him. WTF CAS, GET A FUCKING SPINE!

And I thought the last season finale was bad. Now I'm extremely nervous that the boys will do even MORE unforgivable things to each other next week, and that there won't be time for them to fix it and Sam will have to spend the summer being EVIL and Dean will have to be even MORE angsty and guilty and Un-Dean like (COME ON SHOW, GIVE ME MY DEAN BACK!). Because I wouldn't put that past Kripke at all.

Want to give me a hug or something here? I think I need one... *wobbly lip*

(May I also say that Chris Heyerdahl is an awesome demon, and that I will no longer be able to watch SGA without imagining Halling singing 'Cheek to Cheek' in a creepy accent.)

Comments

[the-cephalopod.livejournal.com]

*clings*

We just watched it and OMG... I spent practically the whole episode crying and yelling at the screen... I have no real idea what is going to happen, but can't Sam see that what he's doing is wrong?! You just *know* that Ruby is on Lucifer's side and is playing Sam! And I'm convinced that Sam, because of all the demon blood, is really Lucifer's first and that killing Lilith is the final seal and it's all going to end up being some horrid showdown of Angel!Dean versus Satan!Sam... *cries*

That said, god, I *love* it! But, yes, many hugs are in order. (and/or naked!HG...)

*hugs and clings some more*

cep xxx

[zinfic.livejournal.com]

My writer brain adores every bit of it, because the contrasts are so very pretty, and it's interesting to see how the boys have almost completely switched roles when compared to season 1. Back then, it was Dean who was the 'bad boy' who did what needed to be done, who didn't want connections to tie him down, and Sam the one trying so very hard to be a good man, to do the right thing and repent. And now they've turned around completely and I like it, even though it hurts so much.

Dean's final lines to Sam - OMG, I CAN'T BELIEVE HE SAID THAT! Just... that was really him grasping for the last straw, the only thing left he could think of to make Sam stay, and you could just feel how much it hurt him to have to repeat John's words like that, and Sam's feelings of betrayal because Dean is the last thing he has left, the one person who was supposed to never give up on him, and for Dean to say those words... Oh, booooooys!

That was the writer brain. My human brain is too filled with 'Oh, boys! Will you just stop hurting them already!' to care...

Right now, miss pouty bitchy emo-Sam and cocky, self-confident, life-loving Dean from season 1. *goes to dig out the DVD:s to re-watch Hell House*

[the-cephalopod.livejournal.com]

Oh, and yes... I got caught up in the angst and forgot to say yay for cookies! \o/ But, hmm, not so good from the burn or nearby murder POV... Be safe, honey! *hugs* cep xxx

[zinfic.livejournal.com]

The murder is extremely creepy! The police won't say a thing about what actually happened, just 'Hey, BTW, someone was killed here yesterday, tell us if you know anything'. I just wish that they'd tell us if it's a gang thing, or some domestic squabble or if there's a serial killer on the loose, stalking unsuspecting geeks on their evening walks. When the policemen go home, I still have to live here after dark. Yes, wrong side of the railway tracks, but out of the two bad parts of town, Bullermyren is supposed to be the least bad.

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

O_o
Sounds kind of scaring...

[zinfic.livejournal.com]

Yep. Murders make for nervous Zin. *digs out the mace*

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

*takes one fring pan in each hand*