Kinda down...

[zinnith]

I'm... I don't know.

Am I the only one who sometimes feels like I have to apologise for being white, living in a developed country and being relatively un-oppressed? That I'm supposed to feel like a bad person for not having the energy to fight everyone else's battles for them?

Hell, even that last sentence makes me feel like shit, because I'm one of those who preaches about how feminism is not just a women's issue. And that means I should expand my social conscience to not include just women's rights and GLBT rights and environmentalism, but take on racism and handicap rights and animal rights and every social stereotype under the sun, and no matter how many barricades I climb, there'll always be someone I'll fucking forget.

And then I'll stand there, being exactly the kind of person I detest. One of the people who lets their ignorance cloud their world-view, one of the people who feel proud of themselves because they buy ecological milk while driving home from the store in a gas-guzzling SUV.  

So. Let's just say I got an eye-opener today, and I didn't like what I saw. And worse than that, I can't even bring myself to care. I can't force myself to see the thing I initially thought was fun and cool as the ugly stereotype it so obviously was. I know it makes me a part of the problem, but I just... do I have to rage against everything?    

God, I get tired sometimes.    

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[erda-3.livejournal.com]

Let us retreat then, you and I, back to our homeworld, where things are as they ought to be. We can wander down over the dunes in the twilight and lie down with our people, stretched out in the sand. I'll loan you my jacket; you can bunch it up under your head and gaze up through the clear sky as the stars are revealed one by one behind the fading sun, and we'll listen to our sisters spin round robin tales of the bravery of our ancestors who brought our people here generations ago to build a world of our own.

[zinfic.livejournal.com]

That sounds lovely. Thank you.